Audience of One by Rise Against
I can still remember
The words and what they meant
As we etched them with our fingers
In years of wet cement
The days blurred into each other
Though everything seemed clear
We cruised along at half speed
But then we shifted gears
We ran like vampires from a thousand burning sons
But even then we should have stayed
But we ran away
Now all my friends gone
Maybe we’ve outgrown all the things that we once loved
Runaway
But what are we running from ?
A show of hands from those in this audience of one
Where have they gone ?
Identities assume us
As nine and five add up
Synchronizing watches
To the seconds that we lost
I looked up and saw you
I know that you saw me
We froze but for a moment
In empathy
I brought down the sky for you but all you did was shrug
You gave my emptiness away
But you ranaway
Now all my friends gone
Maybe we’ve outgrown all the things that we once loved
Runaway
But what are we running from ?
A show of hands from those in this audience of one
Where have they gone ?
We’re all ok, until the day we’re not
The surface shines, while the inside rots
We raced the sunset and we almost won
We slammed the brakes, but the wheels went on
We ran away
Now all my friends gone
Maybe we’ve outgrown all the things that we once loved
Runaway
But what are we running from ?
A show of hands from those in this audience of one
Where have they gone ?
I chose this song (which is also my favorite song from by favorite band) because I believe it represents me in terms of my future and what’s going on right now. Things are changing in my life and I understand that it was bound to happen but I just didn’t know what to expect.
The first part of the song makes me think of my past and all the times that I’ve shared with my friends. They’re great memories and I’ll always carry them with me but I’m getting older and they’re moving away from me and I’m moving away from them. Times have changed them. Times have changed me. The way I’m changing now is the fact that I have a girlfriend and she means a lot to me. She’s technically my “Audience of One” right now. It’s not a bad thing, it’s a great thing. But I’m getting older and I have certainly changed.
“As nine and five add up.” That makes me think of my future in terms of how I’m going to be working. That’s a typical day and when I get older work is going to be what dominates my life. I don’t want that to be how it is but the harsh reality is that it probably will be. It’s like that for most Americans I think but I just don’t want that to be how my life is. As the song goes on, it talks about the one person running away. I don’t want that at all and I don’t think that’ll be the case but it is definitely a possibility that could happen.
It’s a great song and Rise Against has many that stand out to me but this stands out the most. It’s been my favorite song from the second that I first heard it and it reflects on something that could be anyone’s future.
